thinking life plan

New phase of my life may be coming. I started working for 3 years, which was not what I thought to be in my old days, but to be enought to content with. Still I have strong feeling that I have to change.
Last night, I met a friend of UCR after long interval, and we talked about many good memories in California when we both tried to figure out how to create "myself" through studying, struggling in different country. From that standpoint, time has passed at the same time we matured. One of the what we lose is passion for living that I understand there's a way for easy living as long as I could get a salary, another is a dream to design my future. I rarely bring work home, because I always do my best in my workplace so that I was so exhausted when I come home, and that completely separate work itself from my life. Even as a part of job experience that would contribute my future profession, I didn't see my current work relating to the life. For me so far, work is only a means of earnings.
However, I used to have something I wanted to do. Now should have been only a pass point toward the "Ideal myself". Did I really develop myself via what I'm doing now? It's high time to rethink blueprint of my life.

Visiting Ancient Capital

Horyuji
Originally uploaded by shoko.

It is terribly hot this summer. I personally think it's one of the outcome of ongoing global warming, but whatever the reason is, memory of my summer vacation is "Hottest!!". Considering my financial condition, I gave up to go abroad, instead I went to the trip visiting national history. One of my friend's granma living in Nara, the ancient capital of Japan (6-8century). From nothing, some great people made this field into a country ruled by low. In Nara, we could find lots of evidences they tried to structure the country with the help of Buddism. Of course, we enjoy the trip just as entertainment, eating tasty foods and enjoying lantern festival. Anyway, I learned one important thing, don't visit Nara in Summer.(laughter)

Fireworks!!

Fireworks
Originally uploaded by shoko.

In summer, fireworks exhibitions are seasonal tradition in Japan. When I was a kid, I was really looking forward to the night of mid-summer, usually held near river, along the bank there were lots of night stalls which were quite tempting.
It has long been since I moved from my hometown located near river, this summer, I went to fireworks exhibitioins with friends for the first time since then. It was a surprise for me that they blasted off nothing to do with edge of water, though it might be common for inland cities... In huge fields usually used as race course, number of people, families, friends, are sitting around chatting, eating, and even drinking. It was fun night!

Funny group..

Funny group..
Originally uploaded by shoko.

Several years have passed from univ. graduation, friends of those days gathered and had a trip to celebrate one of member's marrige. Some are still in Tokyo, others are working different parts in Japan, therefore we met in the middle of each location, Hakone. Each works on different industry spending one's own life in various way, though it was funny that we found each other nothing different from our school days. In addition, it's not often that I could have thought-provoking communication (sometimes become controversy ^^;) which comes from interesting stories & ideas in each life. Thanks to it, the trip intellectually stimulates my sagging brain. Maybe each member's future will change dramatically, I've got to give as good as one gets.

Beauty of "Wa"

Wabi garden ("Manshuin" kyoto)
Originally uploaded by shoko.

Like several other asian countries, Japan has consecutive holidays in May called "Goalden Weeks". Few years, I didn't try to go out during the holiday because it's too expensive & crowded everywhere.
This year, however, I went to kyoto for the first time in last 10 years following my parents, who's trying to take me out being afraid of this would be last time to go with before I got married. Ha, I quite HOPE so. (laughter)
Anyway, I reawared of the original sense of beauty in Japanese traditional culture. Almost everything is Art in Kyoto. What the most impressive is, there's always exquisite harmony between artificial stuffs and surrounding nature. After a few experience living in or visiting other side of the world, the ability of intuit variatioin of natural environment, including change of leaves color, sounds of rain, and so on, must be the God-given talent of japanese. Therefore, it is also crisis for us, the earth's environment changing worse caused by our lifestyle. Must do something we can do.

Under the flower arch

under the flower arch
Originally uploaded by shoko.

It has been almost two months passed since I last updated myself,,, sorry. It was a pretty good spring day even though it's kinda too early to have such temprature. This year, we had the full bloom of cherry blossom at the end of march! I went to "Shinjuku Gyoen" with friends, one of the public parks in center of tokyo, where's famous for beautiful thousands of cherry blossom trees in spring. Among skyscrapers, it was quite surprising to find such a vast park filled with pale pink trees in a cluster.
Of course, bunch of people came to see flowers, not only from Japan, but we heard so many different kind of languages spoken by visitors. (both of my friend majored in linguistics, so they told me the difference "Hey, that's portuguese." "That's Russian", hats off!!) Great spring holiday!

Go sailing!?

Go sailing!?
Originally uploaded by shoko.

From 13 to 18 March, Japan International Boat Show was held at Yokohama, and I visited only because I didn't wanna waste free tickets... Poor me,,, Yet, this was first time to see boat exhibitions, to tell the truth, I was really surprised that what a small engine thrust a huge boat!! I realized how much I didn't know of outboard motor when I was in charge of the business.
Many crowd gathered around motorboat, jet-ski (it's so cool!!), more than that, not only for floating leisure, lots of high-tech fishing boat were displayed and people congregated to see what's new. I thought only few rich people who can afford to have "boat", but for a lot more various purpose, boat industry does a service and attracts people. It made me feel like going sailing!

at Omotesando

at Omotesando
Originally uploaded by shoko.

I saw this man on the way to another wedding party (2nd of this year :D) at Tokyo. As you know, he's still a politician even after he resigned the governer of Nagano pref. where become famous for stopping patronage-driven public project. I couldn't help stopping to hear him despite I hurried aroung, because I'd just gave up attending his lecture held by almuni assosiation club due to schedule. His policy brought on active debates over its pros and cons, and I'm not 100% advocates of his way, but I think it's great progress of Japanese local autonomy that break with precedent by open expression of one's opinions. In Japan, there's still luck of manifestation. Oops, no intention to speak about politics, I just wanted to show off this pic, "hey I saw a celeb!!" .

Happy Bloom!

Happy Bloom!
Originally uploaded by shoko.

First time on this year, I had a big wedding party. One of my colleague just got merried at Disneyland!! Of course there were Mickymouse & Minniemouse and lots of other pretty features, which I missed unfortunately... Anyway, it's quite nice to have happy time with friends together, besides, I have a few more in this first half of year!! Hmmm, I've got to catch a wave!?

Classical Music..

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Originally uploaded by shoko.

Today orchestra I belong held half-annual concert! We had plenty of audience which we've never achieved since our orchestra started, as much as the hall is filled with people. Program was "Nutscracker" (full piece) and Symphony No.5 of Tchaikovsky. Though we're not sperb enough to move people by our sound, there were many families in the audience who said they enjoyed the program which is organized with story-telling. Not only the audiences, it is us that who's most enjoyed music itself!! Almost one year has passed since I joined this group, and I invited my friend for the first time. Kindly she gave me this beautiful bouquet and encouragement, that is somewhat really delightful.

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Monster's Inc!?

Motorazor
Originally uploaded by shoko.

The 2nd day of new year is one of the biggest shopping day in Japan. It's similar as the friday after Thanksgiving. People crash to shops and department stores to get "Hukubukuro" (fortune bag) which includes varioius valuable goods worth more than the value. Maybe it's same that people tend to enjoy shopping after a huge holiday when they are filled with satisfied feeling caused by long days off.
Like the rest, I bought what I longed to get!! Ray, I got it!! Personally, I don't like multifunction celler because I can hardly have chance to use full of them. So this on really fulfilled my needs. LIghtness, slimness, and stylish design. Thankfully, this mobile has predictive transform function even in English text messaging. I'll be able to blog this from cell phone in near future...

Happy New Year

NEW YEAR YOSE
Originally uploaded by shoko.

Wonderful new year is coming. Thanks you for all the kindness of reading this, and please encourage me this year to keep blogging. In the last two years, I went to Japanese traditional variety entertainment ("Yose") in New Years holiday with my family. In Yose, a variety of artist do performance, as short comic chat ("Konto"), storyteller's performance ("Rakugo"), magic, marionette, etc. Especially in New year season, they provide lion dance ("Shishi-mai"(photo: from Kunitachi city) ) which is usually performed only in happy occasions like holiday, festival and so on. Though it still tell us classy sense of humor in Japanese original culture, nowadays we could hardly have chance to see these old-fashioned entertainment. To absorb different culture is important, but futhermore, I want to learn, feel, and know more mother culture.